I had an absolutely perfect weekend with my girlfriend, Honeylet.
UCR Katipunan PR Reps 2011-2012
(L to R): Mariel Hernandez, Caton Del Rosario, Eddie Bernardo, Jesse Santos, Justin Hoang, Yoshi Loyola.
From Friendship Games practices, to interviews, to the night in the garage for “round two of interviews”, throughout the year all the way to Induction Banquet, these people have made my experience in Katipunan absolutely amazing. Who would’ve guessed that from that night we all became PR Reps that we would have accomplished everything that we have so far. Long days making posters outside of Student Life. PR-ing several events throughout the year (and several is a vast understatement). These people definitely have changed my life for the better, and I’m going to miss working with them closely. I’ll always have that nice little group text of ours but knowing that when I read it again, it won’t be about a poster or an event is kinda weird to think about. I’m really blessed to have met all of these people, and to have been a part of something bigger than the six of us combined. Thank you guys for the amazing year, and for the one’s returning to cabinet next year, let’s make next year even better! I know I’m usually a dick to you guys, but I really do love all of you for everything you guys have done for me whether you know it or not.
May 17, 2012
Hello, Tumblr. I would like to introduce you to my girlfriend. We’d been talking for the past 7 or so weeks now and I figured that now more than ever, I wanted to have something with this absolutely amazing girl. She makes me happier than I’ve ever been, and having her in my life has been an absolute blessing. I haven’t felt this way about anyone in such a long time, and to know that feeling is being reciprocated by another individual is absolutely amazing. She’s my sunshine, the first thing on my mind when I wake, and the last thought before I sleep.
I am absolutely proud to call this girl my girlfriend. Every single experience that came before you, I now understand why I had to go through all of that to get to you. I promise you to be the best I can be for you and give you 110% of what I have. Why? Because you are more than worth it to me. Thank you for being the most amazing girl I’ve ever gotten to know.
And of course, I love you, Honeylet Mae Magno Canonizado.
Change
Ever since you came into my life, everyone around me is starting to notice the difference you’ve made. People have been telling me “you know, ever since you started talking to her, you’ve become a different person in a good way”. I noticed the change within me, but until those words were spoken by those who see me on a regular basis, it truly hit me that you really have made me change for the better. It’s only been such a short amount of time, but what you’ve done for me as a person is absolutely captivating. I’m so much calmer, more kind and loving to everyone around me.
I used to walk around with a chip on my shoulder, but now I walk around with you in my heart and on my mind.
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Dance For a Cure 2010 @ Eastlake High
One of my favorite shows that I’ve ever done. Excuse me while I reminisce on old shows. haha
[photo credit: athena acosta]
Lowkey bummed that the show tomorrow got moved to April 20th. I was pretty darn excited to get up on stage and perform again. Oh well. And whatever happened to that jacket of mine? It was quite comfy.](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lulb778q2Y1qzx590o1_1280.jpg)
Dance For a Cure 2010 @ Eastlake High
One of my favorite shows that I’ve ever done. Excuse me while I reminisce on old shows. haha
[photo credit: athena acosta]
Lowkey bummed that the show tomorrow got moved to April 20th. I was pretty darn excited to get up on stage and perform again. Oh well. And whatever happened to that jacket of mine? It was quite comfy.
As much as I love my friends
It’s nice to just spend this week and the next away from them for a bit, just to sort out what I need to sort out by myself. No need to put on a front among those who still get to see me. No need to dress up. Just me, being me.
I don’t know. I find solace in silence.
Discouraged
Honestly, I feel like this losing streak of mine has become such a mental burden to me. It’s pretty discouraging to be shot down time and time again. I used to joke about the fact that “girls don’t like me” but more often than not these days, I feel like it’s more true than ever. I don’t know, I’m just growing so tired these days that I barely see the point in trying anymore, when I already know what the outcome is going to be. I’ll end up investing my time and emotions only to be let down in the end. Maybe it’s my choice in females that could be the problem. Perhaps it’s me, I’m being too willing and ready to give myself to someone again. Whatever the case it is, I’m really just tired of it all. Tired of the rollercoaster of emotions involved. Tired of wondering. Tired of waiting.
I tried and I’m just tired.
